Tomorrow I will walk into Living Proof Ministries and be welcomed by many hugs, smiles and warm hearts, I'm sure. I've never walked in there and received anything less.
I'm not anxious because of the people or the ministry, in fact, quite the opposite, but more so because everything is different and new.
September 6th has been marked on my calendar since July 28th, so this is not surprising.
But it's here. It's finally here! There were days I thought this day would never arrive. Months I hesitated jumping all in for fear I would be disappointed if it didn't happen. Months of praying and laying every plan and desire back at the Lord's feet.
I'm like a little girl on Christmas Eve. I don't know how well I'll sleep, not because my body isn't tired after spending a day at the beach, but for the sheer excitement in my heart.
However, this day hasn't come without many tears and much pondering and a lot of transition.
Just the other night I sat in my living room pouring over a scrapbook I had been given that afternoon that my old Sunday school teacher (6th grade, in fact, and for the record, she's still serving in middle school as a small group leader) made for me with the help of many members of Cypress Bible Church. It was sweet. It was thoughtful. It was an absolute treasure. I cried. I laughed. Then I prayed for every person that spoke life into my heart.
New seasons are exciting, but change can be tough and intimidating.
I have embraced every moment of change up until now and I fully intend on embracing every moment tomorrow.
I'm leaving a very familiar, comfortable life for a new, slightly uncomfortabe and slightly more challenging life. New is always uncomfortable, but good. It keeps you quick on your toes.
But like one of the middle school girls wrote to me, "Lindsee, you can do this! You planned a girls retreat and ran a triathlon!" If that's not qualification I don't know what is.
In all seriousness, the only qualifier is Jesus. He alone has opened every door and put me in this position. Without Him, my work is in vain. My, what a scary thought that is.
I have every emotion you can imagine, but pure joy and anticipation of what's ahead trump them all!
My prayer is that I would carry His name well. I will fail Him. Undoubtedly. But He will NOT fail me. He will carry me, just like He's carried me up until this very moment.
And so it begins.
September sixth, you are about to make a lot of dreams come true.
Lord, I pray I serve you well in this next journey. Thank you for doing more than I could possibly ask or imagine. You deserve all the praise. May You be lifted so very high. Let's do this!
11 comments:
You are awesome and LPM is so blessed to have you! I adore you and will wash my hands in your honor tomorrow. :)
LOVE YOU!
That's so exciting! Change is that way, I think, even though it's often also nervewracking. I am sure you will serve beautifully at LPM and I can't wait to hear about your experiences there!
You WILL serve Him well, without a doubt. I am so excited and happy for you. I am looking forward to hearing about all God does through you at LPM.
I was up at 4:30 this morning and God laid you on my heart to pray for you. You are going to be great at LPM!! I am excited for you! Blessings on your new journey and new beginning.
Love
Patty
You most definitely can do this...mainly because GOD has clearly ordained it!
Praying for you, sweet friend. Can't wait to see all that God has in store for you in this new venture. LPM is blessed to have you...and we "siestas" are blessed to have you on their team!!
Can't wait to see what you do! Excited for you, normally I'm a lurker but wanted to tell you how excited I am for you!
Congrats Lindsee, what a great opportunity to serve with such great women of God. ; )
hip hip hooray for this beginning and another chapter in the life of lindsee lou! so excited for you and excited for LPM too!
Excited to "get to know you" through your blog and through LPM. Did you anticipate how many people would check out your blog after Beth's video announcement? Exciting stuff for sure! Praying for you in this exciting transition.
I am so excited to read about all this!! LPM is so blessed to have you!! Can you do an iphone dump post that contains all things pertaining to this first week at your new job?!?! That would be fun us!!
I came to visit your blog after "meeting you" on the LPM blog! I start a new job on Wednesday, so this post really hits home. For me, leaving the familiar and comfortable can seem really scary... But, then the Lord gently reminds me that He ordered this move for me. Like you said, He alone opened all the doors for this new position. Anyway, just wanted to say hi & that I'll be praying for you as you transition into your new role! :)
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